"I'm spinning round the room in awe" ryan adams

Sunday, January 23, 2005

plane wrecks and johnny carson

Maryellen just told me that Johnny Carson died today. To me, that is his second death.

I think I was around 4 years old, it was one of those dreams that was too true to be imaginary. Johnny Carson had died in a plane crash. So I go on for most of my life thinking that Johnny Carson was dead. I think I was in high school and someone had menitoned Johnny Carson, in which I informed them that Johnny was dead. I was corrected, and have realized that most of my life was led in fallacy.

It's true though. Johnny has left me once again. This time to emphysema.