big fat sigh
So right when pretty much everything else is going right and almost everything is copasetic, there is always that one aspect that just throws everything else for a loop.
One on hand there's someone pretty close to me who in a nutshell, said that if I wanted him to be more in my life - then he was there for the taking and I missed it. And not that I wanted to, but it still has me contemplating on what-ifs.
One the other hand, there is another person who pretty much said that I am perfect for him - I think the percentage was a 90% and everything is up in the air. Act on that damn 90% because I am 100% sure he knows what I think. Not that I am really making an effort towards anything because why make an ass out of myself, but some days I am thoroughly confused. And I am beginning to think that he isn't the person I thought he was. So maybe fate is right. Damn you fate!
I don't know why I am complaining. I have so much going for me, I have accomplished way more than people twice my age, I have a million and one things on my plate now - but still, my mind is preoccupied.
You got to love my vagueness. But I am so stressed right now that I had to let it out or I would burst. Ok, time to watch a movie with my roommates.